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wE aLl WaNnA bE, wAnNa Be SoMeBoDy....
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[Mar. 21st, 2006|09:17 pm] |
well since im commenting on christys myspace, i figure i should update this thing. or at least say im here. since its been like 23098209589248609834096893450988592085 years since i even looked at this thing. but yeah well i must go comment now. |
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[Jun. 28th, 2005|06:25 am] |
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| | promise-matchbook romance. | ] |
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
-scars papa roach
You're so good at pretending everything is alright.
You're as welcome as cancer, but my door is always unlocked.
So are we playing for keeps.
These days begin and they don't end for weeks.
Leave me left out of anything to do with you.
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard?
-matchbook romance, playing for keeps
What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go
And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
I never thought I'd be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy (easy, easy, easy...)
Take my hand and never let me go,
Take my hand and never let me go,
Promise me...
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
Make this last forever
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know, you're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you
-promise, matchbook romance
well i guess that pretty much sums it up.....well i guess i can tell everyone who may have not seen the first post i had on here......on sunday i lost something that i had loved. it sucks but theres really not a whole lot more i can do. i wish i coulda stopped it from happening, but eh. so sad to say that i am once again single..........and it sucks like a bitch. |
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[Jun. 27th, 2005|12:56 pm] |
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| | the ponytail parades | ] |
i decided that the last post just really wasnt' somethingi wanted to have out. so thanks for the comments, but i decided that one was best if left alone. but yeah ill just leave the songs on here and be done with it.
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' cause I let you
Do what you do - down on me
-aerosmith, cryin'
three sleepless nights
this isn't how it's supposed to be
but you're so good at taking your time
to get back to me
i will wait for you forever
if you would just ask me
i thought that i could change you
but you changed me
it doesn't feel right
holding someone else's hand
together on phone lines
and living at two opposite ends
it scares me to think that you could find takers
other than me
and better than me
but your head is elsewhere
and i'm talking enough for both of us
when will you see it's not (it's not)so easy for me
your careless
and whisper
insulting
and bruising
and i thought
that you said
things were improving
these laces are untied
but my feet are still walking away
away
i never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening? (don't say that we can still be friends)
erase my name from this page
how can you take all these days (what is inside me what have i done)
and throw them away (is this the only way that you will notice me)
as i sit here waiting for you (dead words for closed ears all this is sung for you)
i stay up nights (if you are still pretending this is what's right)
until stars leave the sky (why can't you look at me can you only see)
knowing what my dreams can take away (one side, your side, can take away)
walk away from me
this night is done.
-emery. the ponytail parades |
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[Jun. 11th, 2005|02:42 pm] |
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| | Under a killing moon- Thrice | ] |
i was tagged by ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) flutedude1576
List your six current favorite songs:
1. "Stronger" - Trustcompany
2. "Division St." - Thursday
3. "The Sun Still Sleeps" - UnderOATH
4. "B.Y.O.B" - Sytem of a Down
5. "Never Take Friendship Personal" - Anberlin
6. "Time To Waste" - The Alkaline Trio
... Then list the six LJ users you want to do the same:
- geektanic_27
- never_dying
- so_impossible3
- thirdolsentwin
- yellowhairlover
- joanylovechachi
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[Jun. 7th, 2005|02:04 pm] |
Your Taste in Music:
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| 80's Rock: High Influence | | Alternative Rock: High Influence | | Classic Rock: High Influence | | 80's R&B: Medium Influence | | 90's Alternative: Medium Influence | | 90's Rock: Medium Influence | | Hair Bands: Medium Influence | | Heavy Metal: Medium Influence | | Progressive Rock: Medium Influence | | 80's Pop: Low Influence | | Adult Alternative: Low Influence | | Old School Hip Hop: Low Influence | | Punk: Low Influence | | Ska: Low Influence |
^actually pretty accurate
that is all. catch you on the flipside
\m/(>_<)\m/rock on. |
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[May. 30th, 2005|02:06 pm] |
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| | poison-the alkaline trio. | ] |
its been a while since i last updated.......so i decided i will.....school is out and has been for a while which is very exciting. so i figure i shall just update from friday on.
on friday: i didn't do a whole lot buti did get to go to the movies to see star wars III with beca. that was pretty exciting. some ppl were there waiting to see magagascar too. but other than that that day was done.
on saturday: i went to brittany's party! i was like the first one there, exciting huh? cept for rox of course, but eh thats ok. we chilled out and ate food and swam and watching movies and stuff.i was there till like 12:30 cuz of the storm that was going on but hey it was cool!
Sunday:sunday was NOT a fun day for me. i was super frigging sick. i like just layed in bed all day, that is when i wasn't puking and all that other good shit. fun fun fun...........not. so yeah that day sucked sum major
ass-mar.
Monday: TODAY! today was exciting. we saw all the freshman for pit next year. i found out that dragon boy IS still coming here, but didn't get to really talk to him, bummer....lol.......i heard the pit didn't do like anything all day long, but thats just cuz no one was with them what with the janitor not being able to come this year. but some good news! im on the bassline! :) yep im fifth bass now! pretty exciting stuff. jesse john and jeremy are still competing for the third bass spot, so the line is almost all the way set. good stuff to hear. but yeah i was kinda tired all day so i was actually surprised i made it. i was so out of it today. i haven't really ate anything all day or yesterday so eh, but its alright im feeling better then i did yesterday.so yeah. buti hope all of you who chose to go to fish camp had a good time! well i guess that be it.........catch you all on the flipside.
\m/(>_<)\m/ rock on. |
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[May. 13th, 2005|06:45 am] |
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hey everyone who may or may not still read this thing....hows it going for you all? its not that bad for me. theres been numerous tryouts this past week so i figure to put some in.....
william rivera=head drum major
candace peterson=assistant drum major
loren pena=assistant drum major
loren rameriez(sp?)=guard commander
sarah benevides=guard captain
meghan hessman=guard captain
ashley sherman=guard captain
then the new drumline!
tyler rosas, amanda cantu, jordan berlanga, marco viduarri, jason freeman, bobby rodriguez for snare line
philip doublestein, justin o'dell, micheal rodriguez, and stephen gonzales on tenor line.
and the bass line is from top to bottom manuel prince, sydney dunno, (space), matt gomez, (space)
then me jesse john a freshman named jeremy and adam are still running for the two bass spaces.and the bummer is we won't know till freshman camp. but yeah. banquet is tomorrow! toooo exciting! gonna be good! but eyah i guess thats all for now i have to go finish getting ready for school, which is almost over! catch you all on the flipside.
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[May. 4th, 2005|07:58 pm] |
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| | time to waste-the alkaline trio! | ] |
hey everyone. i decided to update since i haven't in a while. not alot of stuff has be happening tho. it seems to be getting harder and harder for me to keep updating this thing. its just not as exciting as it used to be. eh who knows maybe il ljust stop using it for a while.what exciting things have happened....we finally are done with the ensemble stuff! yes.......now for try out stuff......fun.ummmm i took a math quiz on friday and i got a 91 on it.that was good. and i haven't been doing all that bad on any of my tests and such.but eh. alota stuff has been happening tho, so its allot on my mind, but its ok. i worry but it should be ok.but what else.i have no idea what else.............hmmmmm..............im running out of stuff to write about. band banquet is rapidly approaching.woorah.so iguess that be it.catch you all on the flipside.
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[Apr. 29th, 2005|06:54 pm] |
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| | starlightrun- a existentialism on prom night | ] |
hey there everyone! today was a 'nother none exciting day for the most part. came to school.watched everyone march in preparation for the cornyval parade.took the math quiz which seemed an awful lot like a test.ummmmm.......no ensemble stuff after school, which was good. what else did i do.........nothing realllly. took beca home after school. tomorrow i get stuff for band banquet! isn't that just super exciting? gotta get a vest and a tie, then some new shoes. i also have to get beca that lil flower thing that goes on the wrist? beats me what its called.hmmmm.oh yeah and jesse john's party is tomorrow too! i should probably burn a coupla cds so that im ready. but i dunno maybe ill just take the stuff i got. i dunno.hmmm....i may just make a new one.all my stuff thats on regular cds isn't all that great.time for a mix!lets see what else exciting.....i found out adam lives near me i had no idea.but thats a good thing to know. but yeah anyway....nothing else really that i can think of. so i guess that be it. catch you all on the flipside.
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[Apr. 27th, 2005|07:18 pm] |
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| | im broken-pantera..dimebag tribute is on fuse | ] |
hey everyone! today was yet another exciting day.haha.......
not.......nothing new happened really that i can think of. i had practice after school again for stupid ensemble crap. be glad when its over. ummmmm i have no idea what i set out to put in this entry. so i guess ill just go eat pizza. catch you all on the flipside.
rock on.\m/(>_<)\m/ |
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[Apr. 25th, 2005|06:38 pm] |
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| | division st.-thursday | ] |
You're A Box Full Of Sharp Objects
What The Used Song Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
^ uh huh! thats right, im a box full of sharp objects. thats one badass song, but so is the taste of ink. but yeah that kept me entertained for like a whole two mins....haha.how exciting.well iguess ill update in this entry so that maybe i won't have to later....lets see today was good...nothing really special that i can think of. apperently everyone is starting to beat everyone else up.its pretty crazy. what else....tomrrow i have my "o" award thing, altho i still have no idea how come i got one. then on thursday i have my spanish honor society induction thing.wooo *sarcastic*. no biggie really.buti have no idea if im supposed to be dressed up for either one of em. i don't really want to.......band banquet is coming up i think? i have no idea.haha, but hey that should be fun. last year was, so why not this year? yep.the year is ALMOST over. got like a month, and a few days left. this year went insanely fast.it wasn't that bad of a year tho. warped tour=2 months! according to marco's list, there are some very badass bands planning to attend. i deffinatly hope i can go to this one since i lucked out on the one last year.*crosses fingers* hah. what else shall i say in here......hmm....drawing a blank now....eh i geuss thats enough *for this edition of a peek into johns life*....*Im your anchor, frobert, thank you and good night*.*does the lil stacking paper thing that news anchors do*.*lights start to fade*. *finally! i thought that boring drawl was going to go on for forever! fuck get me a drink lois* haha man thats what boredem does to you. i just like read the first line like the peeking thing, and like it struck me as a newsachor, so i wrote all that other boring crap down. haha.well "i guess that be it". haha. catch you all on the flipside.
rock on.\m/(>_<)\m/ |
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[Apr. 25th, 2005|06:36 pm] |
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| | the taste of ink-the used *of course* | ] |
You're The Taste Of Ink
What The Used Song Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
^i got the song i wanted! too bad i had to change some answers around to get it to come out. ill post what i really got in the next entry....... |
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[Apr. 24th, 2005|02:14 pm] |
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| | sadie-alkaline trio | ] |
hey everyone. i set out to write this thing, but then i found out that im going to op to shoot some hoops. so this will most likely be very short. i got to sleep in on friday! i was like in bed for the longest time, i just didn't want to get up for nothing.but yeah.....then on saturday i got to go to the night parade with beca and her family. her sister was in the alamo city marching band. it was a pretty cool parade and everything. like all the bands do so much more then we do. then dance, and move and all that good stuff. but yeah it was cool. so yeah...lets see what else.......for some reason i can't think of nothing else to say so i geuss tahts it. catch you all on teh flipside.
rock on.\m/(>_<)\m/ |
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[Apr. 20th, 2005|06:45 pm] |
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| | bored | ] |
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| | killswitch engage-the rose of sharyn | ] |
Hey there everyone. today wasn't that bad of a day. the one day we get off from taks. it was a whole lot of doing nothing all day. i would have to say i wouldn't complain for that kind of day everyday.but we can't so i guessss enjoying it was the best way to go. the only real downfall from today was that i didn't see beca like at all.but i got to see her afterschool which was cool. lets see what else. performance tomorrow! dunno how real good it shall be but for all the work we put into it it hopefully will be worth it.what else is there to say............hmmmm.......good old history taks, should be a cinch. too bad some of the ppl in my room are stupid and take for friggin' ever to get through the test. in reality all the taks stuff was easy. i had like no problems with any of the tests. so thats cool. you all should check out the new a static lullaby cd, its pretty rad.what else is there to say....? hmmmmmmm we should be watching the sandlot in english again tomorrow which is fine with me. dude that kid has like a long ass billed hat. its hilarious.and then that other guy has like all this stuff in his back pocket, or something. first a glove, then a hat.....where does he fit it all?lmao....eh what else......i can't really think of anything else to put in here..im running a blank. so i guess that be it. catch you all on the flipside.
rock on.\m/(>_<)\m/ |
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[Apr. 18th, 2005|05:47 pm] |
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| | stand up-a static lullaby | ] |
hellllllllllllllllooooooooooo! how is everyone doing today? im doing just fine.today wasn't that bad considering it was taks and all that. it was the science one for us! whoooooo sooooo exciting. i was done in like an hour. it was boring to the extreme in that room. and rebecca reads the raunchiest books ever! romance.......psh....lmao, if all romance books are like that, whoever reads that stuff is really...strange.but anyway. not that bad of a day overall.lets see what else exciting happened....i got to eat lunch with like all the band ppl, that was pretty cool. there are alot of us. and we were able to classify everyone in the cafeteria for the most part. but hey that was entertaining. then after school brittany wouldn't show me her camera, and i almost got it, but then no.........and marco was carrying a fish in a bag......not...it was a bag of ice and water.but hey it looked like it.lets see what else........i dunno i guess thats all i can think of. i think im going over to levis to watch old videos like home videos or whatever. so i guess taht be it.catch you all on the flipside.
rock on.\m/(>_<)\m/ |
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[Apr. 15th, 2005|06:44 am] |
hey everyone. we had uil yesterday, and we actually did really well. 1's in both concert and sightreading......and we got to miss7th period! that was cool. me and levi got mary ann to take us off campus, so we ate at mekong, and then went to dairy queen and got ice cream. then destiny called me on her crappy phone and said that they wanted drinks from sonic. so we went back and got that stuff. then we came back and hung till the bell rang. i had a lil bit of a problem when i got home and found out some stuff, but its ok...cuz its just the guy again. he doesn't know when to stop. so beca is going to talk to him about it tomorrow and hopefully that will be the end of it.it is soo crazy how alike me and april are, i mean its really weird. but hey in a way its helpful...but yeah i wanted to thank everyone who helped/is willing to help me through any problem that i happen to get. i appreciate it greatly my friends. you all are awesome. well i guess thats it....catch you all on the flipside.
rock on.\m/(>_<)\m/
p.s. taks sucks, i didn't do the math! and i just remembered i have a spanish test...haha, it should be ok tho. |
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[Apr. 12th, 2005|10:18 pm] |
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| | stronger-trust company | ] |
hello everybody! today was just another day for the most part. i had to go to the ag building again for math....tonz of fun......stupid probability...and guess who got moved from their group? yeah.....me......it was lame.....she said i wasn't being productive and helping with the group! but it was likea two person thing anyway......and other ppl weren't helping in their respective group....but yeah i got moved away and i went to jasons group....got it done and went to talk to scottand chelsea....then got yelled at for walking around even tho they were done too......im starting to think jennings doesn't like me......haha....oh well too bad no big loss........haha...lets see...then spanish was great...no work like at all! scavenger hunt!=super easy....walk around campus and get a coupla answers from some teachers and we done.....so easy....ahhh TAKS all next week.soooo lame...then uil is this thursday, so exciting.....get to miss all day cept for 7th and 8th...i would much rather be in first and second then in 7th and 8th.but eh no choice.......but yeah well i guess that be it i can't think of anything else at the moment.....catch you all on the flipside.
rock on.\m/(>_<)\m/ |
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[Apr. 10th, 2005|08:26 pm] |
today was pretty cool......got up at like 10............then was around the house for a bit...then i went over to beca's. i was there till about an hour ago.but yeah that was fun.good times. lets see.......she got to see my puppies. they have grown alot over a week. but yep.but back to yesterday.went to allens bday party. it was pretty cool. too bad i suck major ass at lazer quest. i got 18-20 the first time. stupid lil kids kept shooting me. then the second game i got 17-29.so it was an improvement...even if not by much.but anyway....we then ate some pizza and drank. then before we left everyone started playing that dance dance revolution thing. everyone wanted to be like the kid that had be on it the first time...he actually thought he looked cool. andrew was like dying of laughter......it was hilarious. he came down all sweaty and shit......hahaha it was hilarious. then everyone tried and the guy came back to see how we were doing. but it wasn't nothing like what he had going. his was all like a million beats per min, ours was like you had to wait for the angle thingy to catch up. i would laugh sooooooo hardcore if i saw one of those guys who thing they are all badass at that game try and do that in real life. like in a club *starts stamping feet in random directions*....*gets lower to support more speed*......*is humming to a totally different song than what is on the speakers*......LMAO........that....would.....be.........freaking.........hilarious. nice. no friggin space on hilarious. but eh. i guess that be all for tongiht. catch you all on the flipside.
rock on. \m/(>_<)\m/ |
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[Apr. 8th, 2005|06:47 am] |
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| |  hyper | ] |
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| | i am cured- ready to fail | ] |
hello all! it is finalllllllllly friday! yessssssss.well its still early in the friday morn, but hey thats ok. i got my red bull and i got my kripy kreme doughnut. so when that all gets thru me, man will i be wired. well maybe just off the doughnut cuz im pretty immune to the red bull stuff.but hey after two or three cans im good to go.haha. but yeah anyway, and then im supposed to get tacos when i get to school thanks to levi's mom! yesssssss.the only real bummer to this otherwise good morning. is that. i have. a Engish vocab test! *screams go on in the background*......*thunder claps*........*the hidious monster emerges from its lair*..............*holds up a paper and...*.............*bellows*...............*Begin!*......*John stops and reads what he just wrote*........*what the hell?*.........lol ok now you can see that the stuff is starting to get me.lol.well i guess thats all the exciting things that are happening today. i helped at fiesta fling yesterday also. only for like a half hour tho. but hey it was entertaining.well i guess that be all.catch you all on the flipside.
rock on.\m/(>_<)\m/ |
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[Apr. 6th, 2005|07:17 pm] |
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| | the widow- the mars volta | ] |
today was pretty good, had a blast at the field trip. it was pretty rad. beat going to school.hands down. lets see i have to make up a english test and i have to finish reading for it and answering the questions. i also have a bio test tomorrow, but that will be so easy i could do it in my sleep. math i have a test too. oh yeah and i just rememebered that im gonna have a history make up quiz too! oh man thats gay............shit i wasn't betting on that....lets see what else, went and balled with garza perkins marco andrew and pong. i started ok but at the end i couldnt do anything. man i can't play in converse, i got a huuuuuuuuuuge blister on my left toe.its like all the way down the bottom, and it was ripped open.hurts like a bitch. but eh itll go away in a while. what else..............i guess that be it i have to get started on all that hw shit.......catch you all on the flipside.
rock on.\m/(>_<)\m/ |
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